I am without my computer right now. It crashed last week and I just wrapped it up yesterday and sent it off to be repaired. Now, the data was backed up, the laptop is under warranty, and my neighbor loaned me an old laptop. So I am not in a panic about losing vital information, having to fork out heaps of money, or not being able to get anything done for the week or two I’m without it. However, I am learning some lessons in efficiency, effectiveness, and reliance.
You see, that computer is set up just the way I like it. We work well together. I know where everything is. I have certain documents, pictures, music, etc. available to me at the click of a button – literally! All of the defaults are setup how I like it. Calendar reminders set to 30 minutes instead of 15. Incoming emails go to the right inbox for TYMK, Creekside, TSC, and personal. Microsoft Word templates with the right font, spacing, etc. Bottom line: this laptop and I know each other. After all…we DO spend a lot of time together. (At least we did until last Thursday.)
I’ve been thinking about how this "relationship" I have with my laptop teaches me something about this guy Jesus I know. A while back, he was talking to some other friends of his and said, "Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." (John 15:4-5)
Take a look at that word "remain." Some translations have "abide" instead. I think I like that even better. To abide is to stay, remain, be in relationship with, hang out, and "know" each other. Do I put the same amount of time, effort, and intentionality into making sure my relationship with Jesus is as finely tuned as my relationship with my laptop? Even typing that last sentence points out the absurdity of it.
I know that when I have my laptop – the one I know through and through – I will be more effective, efficient, and enjoy work more. I also know that when I put time and intentionality into my relationship with Jesus my whole life is more purposeful and joyful.
This lost laptop is causing me to ask some questions: Do I simply toss "prayer requests" up to Jesus, or do I truly abide in Him? Am I willing to put in the time it takes to become intimately familiar with Jesus – His ways and His voice? If I was without Jesus for a couple weeks, would it drive me as crazy as being without my laptop? (ouch)
Maybe this computer crash wasn’t as bad as I thought. (Though please don’t tell HP Customer Care that!)
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NOTE: I wrote this last week, but waited to post it until it had been run as an article on our church’s weekly eNewsletter.